well, i am fucking controlling bitch thats what. well not really. ive always had few friends but we were always really close you know? so i never needed more. and recently they have been treating me like shit and ignoring me and stuff. and i keep thinking tht it has to be cause im a bitch or something cause i havent done anything wrong. and now im in michigan for the summer, and julian, my bf, is in colorado. and he got drunk the other night and had seex with another girl. and weve only been dating for like six months and he said it didnt mean anything, but it still really hurts, ya know? and my parents are divorced and im a college student and all but they are still fighting and bringing me into their court nonsense. and its just all overwhelming me. and ahh! ijdk. sorry for rambling all this on to you :| but thank you so much for caring and asking what happened:]